POST GRADUATION AND FINALLY!!

It’s a weird mix of emotions.... its amazing to realize that when u keep running for something for a long period of time & when u finally get it u just dnt want it anymore & u just go ahead & receive it because at tht point of time there is nothing better tht u cud hv done.... Everybody else is congratulating u for ur achievement but u r not happy... Not happy at all.....

Its weird but really true....

Albert Einstein once said tht only 2 things are constant :Human stupidity & the universe and I am not sure of the latter...

It might hv been a very very deep thought.

Humans hv stupid emotions but if u look at it the other way someone who might want to find any sense in emotions is really stupid... and that’s why probably the thought of constant human stupidity....

I wish sometimes tht I was an emotion.... so free... so simple... silly yet beautiful & no sign of practicality wotsoever.... having a mind of my own.... no boundaries recognized no borders drawn... just the original innate, raw being who just wants to end its life by exploiting itself best for wot its been meant to last for.. ie being in panache completely.... being itself.....

Humans are seldom appreciated for being onself and its probably the emotions tht one experiences time & again tht makes one realize wot he is after.... its said tht ppl who are sensitive feel life closer.... like experiencing life more closely & ppl who do not express their emotions are recognized by our society as the ones who hv a practical side of their life on the heavier side of the balance....

But I somehow dnt believe this.... hv nothing to revolt on this one though but just the fact tht ppl who show they are practical may as well be not... but the ones who are multi emotional... [Nice term ;)]

In the juggle of hiding the real emotions they probably undergo a conflicting emotional turmoil...

I strongly believe tht if u are deeply unhappy & are trying to hide it its only gotta be by showing extreme unwanted happiness.... (Spreading of shitty happiness acc to them wud make their lives better) & in this juggle u loose urself.... completely.....

After a certain period of time one can get soo engrossed in faking emotions tht one might not realize wot are his true emotions..... Those emotions are usually talked of being suppressed.... & since free & independent things can never be stored at a place they eventually find their way out & this is probably called as the outburst of emotions....

Why I wrote this I am unaware... I just know I dint wanna stop my fingers when they wanted to run... who knows it might hv an outburst from my fingers & next u know I hv fractured my fingers... (BAD JOKE I SUPPOSE)

Getting back....

Got my degree & I dint wanna go back from my college.... it was difficult to believe tht my student life is over....

One big big phase of my life is over & the next phase has almost begun.... a phase of more responsibilities alongwith everything else.....

Somehow I dnt wanna get outta my previous phase & wanna be a student al my life....

Especially This MBA course has given me sooooo much..... Its changed the whole perspective of looking at things. its a complete paradigm shift!!

My never seeked freedom, financial responsibility, chance to stay outta house, & also a job tht feeds me today...

Met so many ppl in these two yrs.. & made a lotta friends... of all kinds... superficial, non superficial & ones beyond tht....

and above all memories to cherish al my life..

Soo much given without asking nything....

There are no days like the ones that we spend in college....

Ny which ways...

Next lined up in my life is.... sticking around this job for a while till I get something better (In terms of money I guesss)

Signing off

Sne!!

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